As many of you already know, making a movie is one of the most insanely stressful and tough things you will ever do. But for those of us who can’t even conceive of doing anything else, it can be one of the most worthwhile and magical experiences of our lives.
Now why am I starting a blog you might ask? Well, I’m currently working on a funding campaign for my second feature film “The Scapegoat” and I thought I would share my filmmaking experiences with you all. Not because I’m an expert filmmaker mind you, but because I believe in every single one of you that if this is something you truly want to do, then you can do it. And if I can inspire even just one of you to get yourself out there and finally make that film you’ve always wanted, then I will be happy :).
I am a firm believer that anyone can do anything if they want it bad enough and really put their mind to it. But I do stress the really wanting it. If you only think you might want to be a filmmaker, then you might want to look into another career. It’s brutal, tough, exhausting (I’m currently living on 5-6 hours of sleep), and can be quite the killer of your social life. But don’t let this deter you please. I absolutely love filmmaking. Where else can we live out our imaginations and create with some of the most amazing people one will ever meet? So again, if you really want to make movies, then make them. Please make them! I’d much rather see a uniquely creative low budget film made by you than another remake done by Hollywood! (No offense Hollywood, I love you and all, but can’t we get some new ideas already?? I know hundreds of brilliant people with creative ideas!) But I digress… 😉
I made my first feature film in the summer of 2010 titled “Baker”, as it was set in the small town of Baker just outside of Las Vegas, Nevada. It was a grindhouse-esque ambitious attempt that I somehow amazingly managed to complete. There were moments when I was beginning to wonder what I was really doing, but those moments passed, and then I was reminded of why I set out to make the film in the first place. And that reason would be my ultimate love and passion for movies.
I made “Baker” for very little money and no crew. I’m a huge Robert Rodriguez fan, and wanted to try his whole Rebel Without a Crew attempt to filmmaking. So that’s what I did. I wrote, shot, directed, and produced my first feature film. Was it the best film ever? No. But did I prove to myself that I can make a movie and learn a lot from it? Yes. And did I want to make another movie after it? Of course I did! Filmmaking is almost like a drug, once you try it, you become addicted to it.
So fast forward to October 2011, and I am finally ready to make my next feature film, “The Scapegoat”. May I do a shameless plug for it? http://kck.st/w4cvBg If you do have a moment to spare, please check out my latest campaign. I am trying to raise $10,000 dollars to shoot this next feature, and while it may seem like a lot, it really isn’t for feature film standards.
Okay, shameless plug over ;).
Let me get back to inspiring all of you fantastic people!
The thing about filmmaking, is that there is no right way to get into it. Every single person in the film industry will have their own way that they made it. Which can be good and bad. Probably the only really negative to this is that sometimes we might feel lost, and wonder if maybe we’re going about this in all the wrong way. But let me stop you there. First of all, wipe any doubt from your mind. Filmmaking is tough enough without all that extra doubt and fear running around in your head.
I’ve actually be extremely lucky to have been able to hear some great directors speak and most of them will say that they have all had that doubt and fear at one point, so it is normal. I mean we’re asking so many people to take a chance on us. Of course that’s scary. But I’m just trying to help you to try and push that fear far from your minds. (Yeah I know, much easier said than done) ;). Push past the fear, and go out and make your dreams a reality. Go make your movie. And if your first movie doesn’t work out so well, no problem, just go out and make another. Like with anything, art takes practice. So get out there and practice! 🙂
And if you do make something, please share it with me. You all inspire me to continue on with this crazy dream of mine. So thank you :).
Well, I guess this is my first blog post ;). I’ll continue with updates on how my film is going, and I’ll share my own personal experiences I had with making my last one. I’ll really share anything you all want. So if you have a question, please feel free to ask me :). Again, I just want to give you all a confidence boost to get out there and stop waiting for your perfect scenario to make your film. Just make it! That’s what I’m doing. If I can do it, then so can you. And please feel free to spread around my project (I know, more shameless promoting lol). But it really does help. Just one mention to a friend about a project can do wonders for independent filmmakers.
Thank you all again, and sorry this was so long. Maybe I should make them shorter in the future ;). Hugs everyone! Hope you all have fantastic days! Much love!!
Cathy (aka @KitCatFilms)